The Amber Shit.

Ok this is for you Tara, you curious thing you :P

SO. About a month ago, Amber had her stupid boyfriend here. I hate him so much, he's a total fuckwit. Whenever he comes over, he is never nice to anyone, and just expects my mum to do everything. He doesn't even say thankyou for having me when he leaves. That night Amber and I had some massive fight, which even came down to being physical. We ripped each others hair out, ect ect.

After that fight, a couple of days later, I was at Brad's. Mum called me crying, saying Amber had got in contact with our real dad. I walked all the way to mums from Brad's. Usually it takes me half an hour. I was there in 15 minutes. I was furious.

I got to mums and dad calmed me down. For all of you who don't know, my real dad was physically abusive to my mum, me, Amber and Skye when we were little. He was an alcoholic, and a fucking idiot. Mum has AVO's against him, court orders, the works. After mum divorced him, he used to send her letters saying he wanted to burn our house down when we were sleeping, and sent us poisionous snakes in the mail, and pathetic shit like that. She said IF we ever wanted to see him again, all we had to do was ask and she could do it safely, because mum has been trying to hide our address and stuff for a long time.

Anyway, when I talked to mum when I got home, she told me that Amber wrote her a letter saying that she cares more about Brad and I than her and Ben (the fuckwit), she hasn't paid her any attention since Kody was born, and doesn't talk to her anymore. That is a lie. All this time, Amber has been mums favourite. She really has. She spent a fortune on Amber for her formal, and if Amber didn't want to go to school, mum would always let her stay home and they'd go out to lunch together. In her letter she also said that she went to see Darryl (the real dad). I was like WTF, she knows where he lives?! I've never seen mum so upset. We only found out the other day that she had been seeing him since July. JULY. All those 'trips' to Brisbane were a lie. Her stupid fuckwits of friends and boyfriend made coverup stories for her while she was in NSW. I was so fucking angry, I rang Ben and absolutely abused him. I told him it was all his fault. I know I shouldn't of, but it made me feel a fuckload better. As far as I'm concerned Amber turned into the biggest bitch since meeting him.

So anywhoo, the next couple of weeks were hard. Mum was crying all the time, and Amber didn't want to be at home. I think mum feels more betrayal than anything, that Amber wasn't honest and used mum for everything, then just left. Brad offered to take her for a week, so she'd be out of the house and let mum calm down. Amber stayed at Brad's over a week, and was at times, really nice to me. I couldn't look her in the eye though. I was too angry still. How could she put us in danger like this? We found out on her Facebook mail that she told Darryl where dad and I work, where we live, where the girls go to school, ect ect. So he now knows we're in Warwick.

Dad took her phone off her, considering mum pays for it every month and she doesn't have a job. While dad was stalking it (AND YES WE FOUND SOME RAUNCHY TEXTS - GAG) there were all these texts from Darryl saying he'll get his 'bikey' gangs to come sort us out if we're giving her a hard time. I can't believe he's my real dad. I hate being related to that piece of scum. That's all he is.

So once Amber left Brad's, she went to Hayden's. He's her gay friend in Warwick. He's pretty annoying, and now picks on Skye at school. But yeah, that's all we know about where she is now. We don't know if she's ever going to come home. But we know that she will probably be moving down to NSW to be with him when school finishes. I just hope that if she does eventually come home, she's come home because she wants to, not because he's hurt her like I think he is going to.