FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

So it's either the boyfriend or the best friend? FML

I'm really happy.
I have guaranteed permanent part time hours atxwork now. Instead of getting shitty three hour shifts, I get almost half a day every day in layby. Even though I'm getting hours, if Ngaire wasn't at work, I would have quit lol.
Other than work, things are ok.
Brad and I are officially dating. I like him alot. But the thought of commitment scares the shit out of me. Today he brought u the subject of
moving in together. I know one day it may happen, but we've only been dating five weeks. WTF. But oh well. It may happen. Brad isn't like any other guy I've gone out with or liked. He's different. I like how I can tell him everything and he feels comfortable doing the same. The funniest thing happened yesterday. Dad was watching tv and he turned to me and said "if you and Brad hve sex on my couch I'll chase you's with a stick" LOL. Ah I couldn't stop laughing.
Other than Brad and work, the family's good. Mum's preggo mood swings are driving me crazy but oh well. She's preg after all.
Poor Steve is moving in less than a month :( I'm gonna miss that son of a gun.

Well I'm off. Typing on this iPhone is difficult lol.
Later gators. XO

sick to the stomach.

so after going out with this guy for only four days, he turns to me and says he loves me. he also said he's met no other girl who has made him feel this way before. this was said after FOUR days. panic button?

dud

1) could be moving out at the end of the year. fuck yee. 2) apparently mark is brad. lmfao, LOL'ed for ages. 3) not eating so much now. constantly feeling ill. 4) the jonas brothers are growing on me. never thought id see the day! 5) NEVER ON THIS ANYMORE. tbh, CANT BE FUCKED. 6) my phone is pissing me off. 7) got layby trained. 8) hope 'brad' is having fun fishing HAHA. we need another 4 hour phonecall :] 9) rofl. this was a really pointless blog. its what you get for a early morning blog & when you do it off an iphone. "POOR UNFORTUNATE SOULS" goodnight. im off to snooze.

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i'm so boredddddddddddddddddddddddd.
that is pretty much it ;]
i can't wait till dejan & libby & tim come on
a roadie trippie to my country town lol.
G A H , bored bored bored.

Update.

Well I haven't blogged in awhile. Things are good I guess.

Warwick is the same as ever. I freeze my fucking arse off every night, and I've gone through 9 packets of cough lolly things in the last two days. It sucks, I hate this cold weather! And I found out that it gets to -7 here at night in winter. Just great.

Work is awesome. I don't go out of my way to talk to the people there. Most of them are Warwick loving country hicks. However, I met this dude called Ben and we get on like a house on fire. He came up to me on my first shift and said "Hi my name is Ben. I'm getting a transfer to Toowoomba in a few weeks but we can still get to know each other in that short time". I was like "Why are you getting a transfer?". And then he turns to me and says "Oh, I'm going up there to move in with my boyfriend". Awkward when he said it but I love him to bits. He's hilarious. Work won't be the same when he leaves.

Other than that, I got checkout trained and got changed from casual to permanent part-time with 15 hours a week, which is good. Now I can start looking for a second job to do during the day.

Well that's about it really. I still hate it here, and I can't wait to get my car so I can come down to Brissy whenever I want. Augh, just sneezed again for the 16th time this morning...Gah.

I'm off to get some more cough lollies/medicine/flu drugs lol.
Hope you're all good. xx


PS
Libby, I hope you've started rolling here :)

Idiot.

Actually, I'm not going to write what I was gonna write.
You might fucking read my blog too.
Eeeergg.

addicted addicted addicted

NOW ADDICTED TO SUDOKU.

APRIL

I thought I'd tell everyone what I'm loving this month lol.
I'm bored, ok? (:

-twitter
-winter cardigans.
-gold nail polish.
-crunchy carrots.
-bike riding.
-lemon water.
-london.
-pineapple.
-iron chef.
-vintage hair pieces.
-george orwell.
-T.A.T.U
-chitty chitty bang bang.

Change

Change. No, I'm not much of a liker. In a way I resent it greatly. I like things how they are prefer them kept that way. I could say that over the past month, I've been more exposed to change, as things have become alot different in some way or another. I understand that some of these changes have been for the better. But I will hardly become the girl who ever likes change to a large extent for what it is.

?

What purpose am I here for? I'm over everything. So much, that I can't breathe.

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I miss my old life back at Brisbane.
I miss the city.
I miss the shops I went to every Wednesday.
I miss the rain.
I miss my friends.
I even miss the crazy transport.

Can you believe that if I want to get a bus to Brisbane it's $50 one way?
What a rip off!
I couldn't believe it.

ANYWAY.
Here are a few good things about being at warwick.
I have some pretty hot neighbours.
Amber and I laugh at everyone and everything.
Amber and I get whistled at, at every single shop like guys have never seen a girl before.
I don't have to move my guinea pigs every day beacuse our grass out the back is really long.

That's about it really.
Oh by the way, channel nine isn't channel nine.
It's WIN tv.
I was like :O
Sweet nibblets.

Thanks to everyone who came to my BBQ over the weekend.
I really appreciate the amazing send-off and the lovely gifts I recieved.
I love you all.
And I will keep in touch.

x

LAUGH OUT LOUD.

I had the best day today.

Despite the fact my back is almost broken, my neck is about to snap off, and I'm practically drenched in bleach, I had a great time today.

First of all, we got home at 3.30am because we got home from Warwick then, after unpackng the last of the stuff. I hate driving there and back, it's sooooo long. Dad was getting restless, and I saw that his eyes were closing at times, so I'd scream my lungs out for about five seconds every five minutes. He jumped everytime.

Anyways, today was spent cleaning our current house out, which sucked. But the thing that made my day was dad telling us hilarious stories from when he was young. It shocked me a bit, of how he was back in the day, and the amount of his friends had a crush on his mum. Ew. I swear, Amber and I have never laughed as hard as we did. It was so funny. It made my day.

Thank god, dad's mum came over before. She bought over stir-fry. I can't remember the last time we had a vegie dinner. It's been so long, considering dad just goes out and buys chicken or salad from Woolies everyday because we moved our fridge.

Well I'm off to get back to cleaning. I have to help finish the mopping, and cleaning the garage out. Can't wait to see you all Sunday. I want it to come but I don't :( I will cry. Anywho, have a good night everyone, and please think of me, drenched in bleach, cleaning. x

Eeeh.

I have come to the realisation that I hate people.
They annoy the shit out of me and cannot be trusted.
I guess that's just life.

Kill me.

So right now, I'm sitting on the floor where our lounges used to be listening to Eb and Rach tap dance on our huge esky we're using as a fridge (since our fridge has already been taken to our new place). Please kill me.

The house has barely anything in it now. So I'm going pretty darn soon.

BBQ on the 5th of April Dejan.
Outside the back of the school (the one where we filmed Tanzananananiia- remember that).
Tell people about it lol.
Thanks for the help Libby old chum.

Well, I have to jet and stop my sisters from throwing ice from our 'fridge'. Hope you have a good day everyone. Alot better than mine atleast.

This is it. WARWICK.

So everyone, today was the big day where the family and I drove to Warwick to check it out and to start moving into our new house. Let's just say both my sister and I cried. Balled our eyes out more like it. Anyway, we got there after our friggen two and a half drive there, and looked at our new house. To be honest, I actually think the house is kind of nice, but the town that surrounds it, good god.

After we checked out the house, we drove around Warwick in general. The 'city' of Warwick was one street of small shops like Salvos, Aldi, A O K Clothing (what the hell!), and many other weird stores which I would never ever set foot in. Amber and I promised to do all our shopping back in Brisbane. With occasion outbursts from dad "THIS IS YOUR NEW LIFE!" whenever a 'cowboy/pedo' walked past, I started to feel really uneasy about this. This was a country bumpkin town. It wasn't me at all.

Me and my sister Amber literally almost pissed our pants when dad stopped at the Warwick cinemas. Amber and I thought it would be great, you know, going to the movies on the weekend, and chilling out. Boy, we were wrong indeed. The cinema was a house. We walked inside and found out that these cinemas only had two rooms! I couldn't belive it. What the hell had I got myself into. Immediately I thought of Dejan and the hours of pissing our pants when he would come up to visit :)

Overall, I never really appreciated how much I love Brisbane. The concrete under my feet, the smell of my local donut king, the closeness to living near my friends, and just Brisbane in general. I guess this is going to be my new life until I come back to live in Brisbane. I hope I come back soon. Really soon.

PS. Dad was making funny jokes about how nice the Warwick people dress. We then had to stop at a crossing to let an elder lady pass, and as she did, I saw that she was wearing a shirt two sizes too small and a green school girl netball skirt. That made mine and Amber's day.

Gah.

I'm definately moving now. Moving to Warwick, the country bumpkin town in only two small weeks. Of course I had the opportunity to move in with my aunty, who lives right near Garden City, to make my life easier, but I had to turn it down as I decided I wouldn't be able to meet her expectations. Because my aunty lives alone, she wanted to split the rent with me and to split all the bills also. That turned out to be over $200 a week, so I decided I wouldn't be able to do it. (This was not including things I buy weekly).

I told mum about not moving in with my aunty and that I was going to come to Warwick with her and the rest of the family. She was stoked. It made me think that her and my aunty were in on this plan all along, but oh well.

Today I spent the whole day packing up my room. I never realised how much stuff I actually had in there. It's incredible. I guess you could call me somewhat of a packrat. I found things from years and years ago, completely worthless, yet I couldn't bring myself to throw away the pointless objects.

I saw Dejan and Sarah last Thursday and it made me realise just how much I really do miss my friends. I decided that I'm going to have a BBQ in the park or something like that, before I leave so I can catch up with my old mates, and to say goodbye.

Wish me luck with packing again tomorrow. Gah. I hate it. Just knowing that it all has to be unpacked again is nerve wrecking. x

Excited for once.

Life is shweeeeeeet.
I can't wait till this weekend. Kylie's party! Apparently I'm a host, dang Elyce :) It will be awesomely awesome. Disco theme though. Good god. Ooo, and singstar and the huge disco ball. Exciting. Shall be great.

PS; Must buy Kylie's cake.

My inspiration.

My mum; the biggest inspiration in my life. She has taught me so much about eveything virtually possible. I love her more than life itself. Happy Birthday for today Mumsie :)

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I wish things were the way they used to be. That would really make my day.